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Shinobinaku version 4.0 My View Of Life Friday, June 04, 2004 [Yeah okay, now I'm nervous] Today school got out!! Yeah! I'm so stoked! Here's how the day went: Morning, get to school- and freakin Mr. Gordon is taking kids CD players and stuff! What a mother fucker! Anyway, we had the most gay assembly, Rhapsody sang "You spin me like a record" or whatever. Yeah, I have a phat solo and I nailed it on the first assembly I think, or maybe it was the second one. I don't remember. Anyway, then I went off to Thompson's class with Jacque. I was getting my freakin yearbook signed when Jacque shows up and says "hey bart is leaving, so we gotta go to Jakes". Yeah, that pissed me off a little. I wanted to get my yearbook signed by these people, you know- the ones I will never see again in my whole fucking life. Well, we left, and we got to Jakes, where there a small fight with Chandler and some punk ass little kid. I was feeling kinda edgy, like I wanted a piece of it, but Chandler ended the thing before it fuckin even began, so I didn't even get a chance. Jacque is quite the pacifist I have discovered. She didn't want me to fight, I dunno. I had to walk all the way from Jake's to my house, which must be at least a mile or 13, because it took me almost an hour to walk it. I dunno, maybe it was just the blistering heat that got to me. My grandma gave me 20 bucks for "passing middle school" I didn't dare tell her how easy it is to pass jr. high. I used the money to go with Jacque and Berto, Riff, Andy, Roxy. We all went to the Farmington pool. Jacque looked so good... I dunno, I can't describe it. I guess no one else can see how freaking hot she is, but I do. She is the most beautiful girl in the world. (yeah you guys, don't think I didn't hear you guys talking about how you think Jacque has a flat-chest and is ugly. I heard every word) We caught a ride back to Layton with Jacque's mom. I feel bad for getting rides with her so much. I could have gotten a ride with my own mother, but I guess I just wanted to be with Jacque for the extra like- 20 minutes, because I ended up calling my mom and telling her to turn around because I was going home with jacque's mom. On the ride home, Jacque did like, the most proactive thing I think I've ever seen her do, she was fuckin like- strokin my leg or whatever. She kept grabbing my kinda inner thigh part, then she would slide her hand higher and higher. She would ask if I was nervous, which I really wasn't. Then she started like, getting within centimeter of me, I told her I was nervous, not really because I was nervous that she might grab me in a couple seconds, but that her mom was about 2 feet from us. She can have me in any way she likes, and if she wants to touch me and shit, it's fine, just not when her mom is sitting next to me. It was pretty sexy I guess. Usually I'm the one coming on to Jacque, it was a refreshing change. Was she trying to turn me on? I dunno. I wasn't turned on sexually or anything, but I want her to do things like that more often, that way I know what she's comfortable with and what she isn't. Her hand was fucking, in my fucking crotch man. It was sorta kinky because her mom was right there. Whatever, I came home and ate Spagghetti O's for dinner. Yum I guess.... I live the most unhealthy lifestyle EVER! I get like, no sleep (in fact it's 12:15 right now) and I eat Ramen and Spaghetti O's for food, and I never exercise (unless I have to run home from an Ice Cream Parlour.) When you touched me there, I wasn't really "nervous" about it. I feel comfortable with you, your touch is welcome anytime. You can do what you want to my body, but don't start touching me like that when we are in public. I am yours in every way.